A piece of work of the day 18

So, it’s been ages since I posted my drawing work in here last time.

Likewise last one, a pair of hands became the theme again.

Honestly, my hands have been annoying me for ages, literally for ages. I got lost what to do with them to deal with. I am not that innocent to dream about my hands that will get silky smooth skin by taking steroid ointment/ tablet.  I am not (yet) selling my soul for it.  I used to get angry but have no idea as to where I could throw it. I thought of myself a worthless due to my hands which I could not do one little things well because my swollen hands and fingers do not work, and I spent twice as long as my family and my friends.

And, their appearance are far to those that could have been ‘beautiful’.

It’s quite recently that I started facing my hands and its condition and accept them in true meaning.

They are assertive. They express their anger, sorrow, peace, denial, and on top of them, their pride. They are telling me something by worsening their derma condition (or vice versa), and I finally surrender and accept (or give up) my hands and their state, because my hands raise riot as a result mirroring me in my (sub) conscious mind, what I feel, am I happy or sad so on.

So with my respect and love, I drew this.

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A piece of work of the day 17

This is my latest ‘a piece of work of the day’ which hasn’t been done in a while.

There is no title, or, I’d name it ‘Mind mirroring’.

I have been a bit suffering from my psoriasis that had been reacting so hard on my both hands since this year.  I could not find what prompted me to get, but my hands got totally ugly in look, depressed me in heart, burned me in feel as they were inflammatory, hysterically (yes it is!) itchy, easy to break, and I could not sleep well.

I know it was only excuse but that kept me away from drawing because I could not focus on drawing enough and my epidermis became extremely thin and fragile once I got such a reaction.  I was suffering from manipulating my fingers to do something with.

Anyway, so my hands needed intensive care and I had to have observing myself in the closest manner.  And it actually inspired me to draw something like below for the first time.

I am very good at driving my delusion to expand, and it urged me to express something like ‘hands are mirroring your mind’ kind of things more or less.

I had rarely drawn hand(s), especially with pastels, and I was not done well this time hence, but I found it fun to do somehow and it is now added to my ‘to draw’ list for more try.  🙂

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A piece of work of the day 16

The drawing work for the second piece has been done, and my impulse eagerness for drawing works to be done is settling down for now.  Well, this is sequel blog from the previous one.  🙂

It was a bit experimental work to be done for me, but I find that the work has a hint of frangipani behind the colouring, likely because frangipani flowers that I have with me which I had taken some of them seen as fallen on the ground.

And I made a face with all of the pieces placed beside me while I was working. 🙂

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A piece of work of the day 15

Today I am eager to draw away at least 2 pieces.

First one is a kind of re-drawing work of an image I had done for my friend.

The re-drawn work named ‘Divine Plumes 2’ has been uploaded in here.

Now am just starting on second image to draw.  I don’t know what exactly I want to push out but probably a little experimental mandala.  I will update once it is done, which will be 16.  🙂

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Fallen frangipani flowers which I picked up at a street a couple of days ago on my morning walk helps me pumping imagination.

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